lake trip.

lake ozark, mo. —

in the blanched sweep of headlights
on a solitary black highway,
crooked like a broken finger,
darkness spits out yellow dashes
then swallows them,
swallowing

we come to the cabin
in those syrupy, humming
summer evenings,
and we split open our hurts
like we’re cracking walnuts
to the core.

we bleed easy
in that feral,
gummy heat.

but in the winter,
i watch the lone fishing skiffs
like stray mallards bobbing on the still water
off in the distance.

i watch the burnt-wood drift of smoke
off the lake,
the surface scudded and scalloped
by wind.

i stanch,
sterilize,
whiten my wounds
in that
baptismal chill.

in the winter, i sip in
the first draught of fresh air
in that teeth-aching cold,
(the first, full,
bursting inhale
in so long)

and i breathe out,

a tender remembrance
of a spring sun.

redwoods.

oakland, ca. —

spectral fogs crept in
then dissipated at the
honeyed, half-lidded
touch of sunlight
as we climbed higher
and taller
into the aging layers
of a redwood forest

the narrow paths zagged
through canvases of moss and

knobby, knuckled roots jutted
from the earth
like the trees had hands
that gripped so tight
the joints broke through

above all,
a patient
and reverent
hush.

as if to crack that quiet
clean through
i imagined my foot slipping
toppling off the earthen shelf
clawing my fingernails down to
the blood as i clung,
dislodged dirt spraying over me
like rain
with my heart a wild
trembling
frantic bird
against my ribcage

(as if i could shake
that stillness
with the deafening proof
of my own aliveness)

but as it was
we tread among
those wooded pillars in
an ancient silence, unyielding,
soft as trespassers